hey there,hello!

"every generation blames the one before
and all of their frustrations come beating on your door
i know that im a prisoner to all my father held so dear
i know that im a hostage to all his hopes and fears

more crumpled bits of papr filled with imperfect thoughts
stilted conversations im afraid that's all we've got
you say you just don't see it, he sayts its perfect sense
you just can't get aggrement in this present tense
we all talk a different language, talking in defense

say it loud, say it clear, you can listen as well as you hear
it's too late when we die to admit we don't see eye to eye

so we open up a quarrel between the present and the past
we only sacrifice the future, it's the bitterness that lasts
so don't yeld to the fortunes you sometimes see as fate
it may have a new perspective on a different date
and if you don't give up and don't give in you may just be okay

i wasn't there that morning when my father passed away
i din't get to tell him all the things i had to say
but i think i caught its spirit later that same year
i'm sure i heard his echo in my baby's new born tears
i just wish i could have told him in the living years"

learnt this at gek tutorial today
really reflected on my own family
just sent an email to both my dad/mum
couldnt stop tearing ( do not know if its tears of guilt, or purely cos i touched myself with my own act )

nevertheless,felt good telling them how much i love them
let your family know that you love them too, now!
cos' you never know what's gonna happen next (:

Written @ 9:26 PM

You Are An ENFP

The Inspirer

You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.

You are also unconventional, irreverent, and unimpressed by authority.

Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.

You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're quite the storyteller!

In love, you are quite the charmer. And you are definitely willing to risk your heart.

You often don't follow through with your flirting or professed feelings. You break a lot of hearts.

At work, you are driven but not a workaholic. You just always seem to enjoy what you do.

You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.

How you see yourself: compassionate, unselfish, and understanding

When other people don't get you, they see you as: gushy, emotional, and unfocused

What's Your Personality Type?

saw this on liwei's blog, and decided to have a go at it. hmm! pretty trueeeee,esp after googling on ENFP and reading more on it. have a go! (:

Written @ 8:59 PM

28th october
archery at scgs today

the two groups i took for both sessions were really ting hua, though quite cheeky too

really happy with myself, how i tried to hype them despite feeling so tired myself from waking at 4.45 am

and really glad at how they reciprocated with all that enthusiasm (:

chilled out with liwei & andy in the evening

it was really grt to catch up with them on their lives and everything

realised liwei hasn't really changed much since the good ole'days, but one prominent change was that she has become soo much more confident of herself! and im really very happy for her! (: so much we had to talk! so much was said, so much un-said too ( reasons4another meetup! ) haa!

to liwei: stay sweeet & happy with him! (:

to andy: slow & steady yeah! : D

*17 hours to silas' return! yayy! : )))

Written @ 10:05 AM

had my first fac at st hilda's sec yest, making a difference II. was pretty alright, cept for the really painful heels! looking forward to the nxt course nevertheless! today,took toa payoh new town sec2 for archery. took the "paikias",in this fellow colleague's words. i think they only act pai,they are actually really very nicee people, if not for all that spewing of vulgarities image they portray. pity im not teaching tmr, would love to see them again.

Written @ 5:56 PM

here to blog about my lovely sunday.

how it started and ended on sucha grt note all the same! (:

met up with sandy,jiahui,yanleng for a picnic, and a surprise bday celebration for our dear girl, who's bday celebration was ultra ultra belated!

so happy that she was surprised and touched all the same!

and so, our sunday started off with shopping for picnic stuffs at siglapcentre,b4 we headed for mg, and then the beach! (:
the little surprise we had for jh at mg: (shall upload some pics soon!)
happy that she's happy! (in every sense! you know la hor!) hehs.

anywaes, picnic at the beach was fabulous-all that really heart to heart talks..im so glad having known them in the first three months, and may our frenship last forever! : D and of cos, im soo glad all 3 of them think that way!
how we reminisced the past..and went on and on bout our present lives..admist a little game of UNO and many crazy photo-takings and attempts to take jump-shots!
pity yan leng couldnt stay for the entire time, but im really happy she forked out the max time she could! hehs (:

day ended with a shower back at mg, and dinner and shopping with ching! and how we walked from pp all the way back to mg! was showing her the darling-route. haha!

and ohya,of cos, my day wouldnt have been so perfect if not for the phone call from YOU! recept's terrible as always, but hmmm! im sooooo happy just hearing you! 16! : D

p.s looking for the nxt steambath session with the girls: and yanleng, if ure reading this, YES! sandy's gonna plan the nxt one! steam & more! : D

heartallofyou,and of cus,mr-wallaby, you toooo!

halloween party,anyone!

Written @ 4:43 PM

been a whole 2 months and more since i last blogged! haha, life's been crazy for the whole of 2 months-both the ups, and the downs. the ups-wow, totally unbelievable, and thinking back-dreamlike.

i'd never view bugis in the same light everagain. intercontinental, haha! (smiles to myself)

so much to blog, but i guess those close to me will know enuff to even blog for me, so we shall skip the whole chunk in the whole of aug, sept! (:

looking forward to october, pretty much a self-packed month for me!
meeting with the ibm ladies tonight-our much procrastinated meetup! (materialising! haa!)
broadcast tmr,pretty much looking forward to it too! hehs.
and sat: most prob gonna pei my dearest go shop for her shorts
and sunday: picnic cum bbq w ching,san and most prob, yl! sooo looking forward! ; D

and looking even more forward, there's archery, many many, and a HA facilitation to look forward to! : D

come 30th, hurry, come that weekend!

ohh! and how could i forget. when it was the purpose of this post of mine: CONGRATS CHING!!! (: gonna qc with the panel-soon!

Written @ 11:23 AM