i feel like crap nw.
2.57am but im still online, feverishly trying to get my surveys done.
seeked help from ppl online, and 2 nice ppl helped me out-thanks teck and de wei (:
really wanna thank ellse for her help too. and her bf of cus-but i really had no heart to continue with the survey. after that one question i asked; and got an answer which left me stumped and sarky and feeling shitty times a billion.
i hate how vulnerable life is. esp after reading the blog of this perfect stranger who's messy life i accidentally entered. i give up on that $25 x 5.
meant to blog yesterday.
how a tube of meiji chocolate brought me this sudden realisation.
tht smth which had been so taken granted by me, could actually be so wonderful to someone else.
sometimes, i really wished i had some sorta superhero powers to help the weak, poor, less fortunate. moneyymoneyy. how it works wonders. yes, its not everything; theres more to living than that. nevertheless, its vvv impt in this stupid materialistic world. tell me otherwise.
to sum is up:
i really feel very lucky. i dun mind doing an exchange.
to let them experience a day in my life.
hopefully, experiencing a day in their lives can allow me to treasure what i have more.
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2:56 AM
the background is like,drawn (:
5th July
heart breakfast (:
the most ideal breakfast ever,another dream breakfast (:
NE show 2008
definitely enjoyed it (:
heart the fireworks alot.
the feeling throughout was very good.
thankyou for not rushing me,and for making me feeel so comfortablee
the many primary 5 students there certainly aided in bringing back many swtmemories (:
4th July
stjohn's bbq. met up with the ppl
whom i havent met up with in years (:
how much i got reminded of the old times.
how much we catched up on
and it suddenly dawned on me how much we havent really changed at all
(though the years might have caught up with us)
i was secretly glad
at how our friendships could withstand the test of time.
for a moment, i felt really fortunate again
simply having them in my life.
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2:48 PM
arts camp 2008
to put it across simply-
It bonded us. it strengthened our friendships (:
Amidst making new friends, each and everyone of us knew that we had each other there,
whenever,wherever.
It's that sudden re-realisation of how blessed I am.
thank god for close friends.
yuan,adrian,junyue,belinda,zhen,ryan,ben,cindy,sandy,jiahui,xuxiao,yanleng,jieyin
and to the others not named,
you guys matter.
to you:
thankyou.
for neverfailing to make me smile like crazyy (:
for that sweetness,sincerity, and security.
for being accomodating (:
always feel very comfortable with you.
hee.
I decided long ago
Never to walk in anyone's shadow
If I fail, if I succeed
At least I lived as I believe
No matter what they take from me
They can't take away my dignity
Because the greatest love of all
Is happening to me
I found the greatest love of all inside of me
The greatest love of all
Is easy to achieve
Learning to love yourself
Is the greatest love of all
love my family, my friends, you, myself (:
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12:36 AM
the background is like,drawn (:
