its friday, 19 33 pm, very seldom would i be at home blogging..hmm,went to do NM proj this morn, surveyed ppl at bugis junction, pretty fun-the highlight of my day. paired with zhen li whilst li zhen and belinda went tog, and adrian only joined us after that..met many interesting ppl, those really rich ones! and this singtel accounts manager,totally swept me off. haha,old guy, w a belly (as zhen li describes) haa..my day had been a pretty happy one, from morning till bout 5 30, at least. (if thats smth that consoles me..)what proceeds is gona be emo emo and more emo-ness, this is nt my idea of a good blog, but i just feel this compulsion to blog, i needa say it out. im feeling so suppressed and upset.hmm..i duno, is thr smth wrong w me? love shouldnt be like this, it shouldnt.why, i dun feel happy anymore, why? i changed, i have become more patient and tolerant, but this has only made me sadder. really really sad and disappointed. the thought itself brings tears, in the bus, while watching tv, while doing my stuffs, so sad. if only typing out everything out can change everything. sobs*nevertheless, im consoled by the fact that many ppl arnd me care for me, and fer that, i love them. and i wana be thr fer them, whenever they need me.listen to my blog song, it certainly explains best my feelings fer months, oh well, not the most ideal, but somewhere ther. i love this song..
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